I've always loved star gazing. Knowing that whenever things turned into chaos, I could look up at the night sky, and feel a sort of peace come over me...was a comfort.  I've tried sharing this with people...some of them came to realize this too, the majority though...did not. They'd look at those stars, those beautiful bursts of light...and only see a dark sky. It's a mystery too me, that I've tried to solve many times over, but to no avail. And on a cold autumn night, much like tonight, I look up into the sky, and mingling with my visible puffs of breath...is tranquility